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Its a long day. I guess I’m feeling kinda down today. Court has been post poned again. I have to go see another dr. on friday.   I feel like I’m falling apart I guess.   We are now a month behind on all of our bills. It’s a little scary cause of the mail comming in is either pay or get turned off.  I feel like crying and go and crawl in my bed and go to sleep and not wake up until we get some relief.  My little freezer went down two weeks ago. So just another expense we don’t have.  I feel like I’m being overwelmed with ever thing right now.  I guess I’m feeling useless right now just being a house wife is not the job I thought my life would turn into yet.    I’m not asking for sympathy from any one this is just for me to get this off my chest cause I need it  but just don’t want to talk about it. I’m trying to be strong but have the times where being strong is very hard for me. Trying to be possitive, just sometimes I have some trouble with it.  I’m so sorry for being like this. We found out court won’t happen for another 2 to 3 weeks.   I’m trying to be strong. I’m also trying not to worry about all of this too.   Have a good day.

Well hello everyone. It’s me again and I have been truely blessed this week.  I’ve had a new eye Dr. with Kindness of her heart did an eye exam and is getting me a new pair of glasses. My eye sight has changed since my surgery. My right has gotten a little better, but my left eye has gotten two points worse. Witch has been a whole lot of the reason I’m having trouble reading.  I also found out contacts aren’t going to work again. And I caint wear the bifocal contacts cause of the stigmatism.  So I will be getting a new pair of glasses next week.  so I am very thankful for her kindness and for Rhonda for talking to her for me.

We went to Earth N Soul today and got another blesssing.  Grandmother Grasshopper was kind enough for making us some speggetti  and gave us the noodles and augration potatoes and gave us a french bread too. Thankyou very much Grandmother Grasshopper for your kindness and the blessing you have given us.

We are blessed for the new family and friends we have thru the madness of my surgery. We thank each and everyone of you for all of your help and love.

Well People it’s me again,

Well this is part of my homework from the theropist. Trying to make sence to myself and to others. I’m trying to get better. There are some times I feel like I’m doing good then there is some times I don;t . I did find out it is hard for me to read and understand what what I am reading, which is frustrating for me. My biggest issues is that I caint see very good. My biggest problem is that my glasses or my contacts aren’t working very well. I feel like my eye sight has gone bad since my surgery. It is very frustrationg to me too. Two different theropist said we would check my eye sight and it still hasn’t happened. They are trying to make sure my brain and body parts are matching up to work together. It does to some point but then will go apart.  Its just like trying to write this the screen has become blurry. Please hold on for a few minutes.    I will try some more.    ok I’m back  they are wanting me relook at some of my books I’ve been reading and give them updates on them thats hard to do cause I caint remember the biggest part of it.  DANG IT…Well thats the biggest part I can do….

Well it is Saturday January 16th. It is me again.  Feeling okay I recken  kinda going crazy I think. Just feeling jailed right now. I hate the fact that I fell at work. Money is very tight and we have 30.00 to buy a few groceries this week. But yet I do feel lucky cause I did live thru what can actally kill most people when it happens. I’ve started some research on anurisms and what can happen to people that do get them. It seems I got the Luck from the gods and goddesses to continue living. which I am grateful for it.  There are just some days it can be frustrating. I will get more info on the annurisms. As soon as I can reread it all again and keep the info in my own brain.  Ty everyone…

Robbie

It’s me again This is Robbie,

As a follow up on how I am doing.  For the most part I am okay. I’m still a little slow. I am working on physical theropy and speech theropy. They seem to think that I am doing a good job. Some days it seems rough and tough for me. There are some words I have to think about and some I do have trouble saying. Believe it or not I stutter pretty bad at times.

According to the doctors  it just takes time to regain yourself. I also found out that I was very lucky because I lived thru this. Most of the time people do die with an exploded anurism or a bleeding anurism. So i got lucky and lived.

I think the most thing to be thankful for is the friends have become my family. And willing to help me to get to theropists and  can just be a phone call away. I love my family and my true friends.

Well today was theripist at speech and physical. It seemed rough. When I got home I had to take a nap. Trust me I did too.

Having Brain Surgery can be a rough ordeal.  But for the most part I really got lucky. I am the age I am suppose to be so now my left side is still weaker than my right. But in time I will be strong again I’m sure. I do need to tell everyone that has been so kind to help us through all of this.  THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING EVERY ONE IS DOING TO HELP.

Well today is Friday, It feels a little cold and the world is just here.
I think the date is Dec,5th 2009.
I’m doing okay for the day. Still learning how to deal with stuff. Went to the doctor the other day and he flipped his lid. That was funny now when he seen my head he flipped out. He has never dealt with a brain anurism before.
So now I have a dr. appointment with a nuroligist on the 22 of Dec. Oh yea.
Right now it is a little rough because I have no income. So now I just have hold my hairless head up and know it’s gonna all work out. yea!!!!

HELLO ALL IT IS ME ROBBIE MAYFIELD I AM FEELING BETTER. jUST AFTER HAVING A BRAIN SURGERY, AND ALL AND I HOPE I AM DOING THIS RIGHT.

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